It was 25th of September when my day started as usual or rather it did in a better way. I had a problem with my lower back but that day I was relieved from that pain. I got up happily and went to school. My smile came up after a hiatus. The day was going on well I was paying full attention to what was being taught. It was a perfect day. Then the bell rang and we left for our home. As my friend and I were climbing down the stairs; we burst into laughter over a girlie joke, and I was so much busy in laughing that I did not notice that two stairs were left and I suddenly fell down.
Everyone ran up to catch me and my lips turned wet with my tears rolling down my cheek. And there I was already with a crack head, with a crack bone too. I was not even able to stand. All teachers came up to me and asked me not to cry taking care of me. I was overjoyed seeing everyone's concern for me.
Teachers called up my parents and took me to the hospital. I was in such a bad mood that angrily I murmured, 'does every wrong thing has to happen with me only?' I already had a problem and now this one! It would have been better if I was born handicapped. I am a class 10th student God; can you understand class 10th? have you ever appeared for it...huh! curse you God if you ever existed'. My mental chit-chat continued till we reached hospital.
The moment I entered hospital Dr. Mukesh Prasad, who is an orthopedic surgeon and also a childhood friend of my Dad, came up straight to me asking 'what happened dear?' with a convincing look, which made me smile. I said, 'Nothing uncle, I just fell down in school, now you have to diagnose what has actually happened. Finally, after x-rays, he came up with plaster to put on my ankle.
Teachers called up my parents and took me to the hospital. I was in such a bad mood that angrily I murmured, 'does every wrong thing has to happen with me only?' I already had a problem and now this one! It would have been better if I was born handicapped. I am a class 10th student God; can you understand class 10th? have you ever appeared for it...huh! curse you God if you ever existed'. My mental chit-chat continued till we reached hospital.
The moment I entered hospital Dr. Mukesh Prasad, who is an orthopedic surgeon and also a childhood friend of my Dad, came up straight to me asking 'what happened dear?' with a convincing look, which made me smile. I said, 'Nothing uncle, I just fell down in school, now you have to diagnose what has actually happened. Finally, after x-rays, he came up with plaster to put on my ankle.
He was busy putting it and in between came an old man with injuries on his head and blood all around and doctors made him lie down on bed and they started their work. Till then few men came up with information about how did the accident take place. He was a M1 officer in B.C.C.L who went into the mine for survey and the top of the mine fell on his head. He had one daughter who was working in America, one son who was aspiring to become an IITian and a house-wife. Listening about him and his accident made me forget about my problem. I forgot that every wrong thing has to happen with me only.
In a moment or two I got back to myself, I asked uncle for how many days will I have to carry the plaster; to which he said 21 days. I was annoyed to the limit; my plans for vacation and everything just got ruined up, God why all this happens with me only? Dad interrupted and said can't you see this old man? still you think every wrong thing happens with you only? I was irritated because for me that man's pain was nothing as compared to what I was facing; but I kept quiet.
Breaking the silence; the doctor handling that man said, 'We couldn't save him'. I became numb, completely speechless and my eyes showed up that I was ashamed of myself and very guilty about my self-centered behavior.
In a moment or two I got back to myself, I asked uncle for how many days will I have to carry the plaster; to which he said 21 days. I was annoyed to the limit; my plans for vacation and everything just got ruined up, God why all this happens with me only? Dad interrupted and said can't you see this old man? still you think every wrong thing happens with you only? I was irritated because for me that man's pain was nothing as compared to what I was facing; but I kept quiet.
Breaking the silence; the doctor handling that man said, 'We couldn't save him'. I became numb, completely speechless and my eyes showed up that I was ashamed of myself and very guilty about my self-centered behavior.
A short story to sum it up:
A frustrated man was standing in church and praying that God save me...save me please..
He went out of church and few stones hit him he turned up and said God I asked you to save me and what are you doing to me?
But what God answered was "Son, there were many stones coming up your way I got most of them on myself but couldn't save you from few, I am sorry my child".
Philosophy ko bhi nahin chodha, ye sab cheezein to mere jaise buzurgo ke liye rehne do.
ReplyDeleteMarvelous, I always knew that you can write so well.
wow... a fantastic article. I am seeing a burgeoning writer. The flow is great. The language is amazing and the theme is superbly arranged in a very lucid style. Keep it up. More so, the attitude reflected in the article is more important. Seeing a problem as smaller is not so meaningful rather taking a lesson from every problem is more important. Remember that a man can show greatness in the situation of calmness and comfort and therefore you cannot judge a person by seeing his behaviour in daily life when everything is smooth. A person's true-self can be judged only in the event of adversities. The persons who beat the odds are real gem.
ReplyDeleteI am happy that a true gem is developing in my house.
saumya,,, u r just too good at this.
ReplyDeleteYou just put all of your emotions and feelings into it and the lesson at the end was really mind blowing.
See I think words cannot really express what I am feeling rite now after reading your article. You are a superb writer and a great thinker. Just don't stop writing really it helps us to learn so much from you
thanks for your comments
ReplyDeleteOhh my God!!!! you are unbelievable this one is your best undoubtedly.
ReplyDeletesurely a masterpiece.
carry on girl u hv a long way to go..
all the best
ohh my god!!!
ReplyDeleteyou are too much
i think you are hiding your age
a 15 year old girl cannot be so much matured.
i think you just rock this field
the message and the way and the story through which you conveyed it is simply amazing.
too good
proud of u
Yaar...this was mind blowing.
ReplyDeleteseriously words are falling short to appreciate this.
Just a grand salute to you mam!
thnk 4 nt lettin me dwn nd my opinion
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